at the limbs, & joints and where the air comes out
My insides are fighting demons who want to take me away from everything
I am on a verbal war against myself
I am betrayed by the closest
The truthworthy and the fakers
the liars
you are a liar
Numb from the everything, all these fucken stories
these ugly nasty stories of new life growing in you
the painful pills I swallow to calm me from myself
I am my own life risk
i am the one whose aching has poured out and into hands
that rip me, rape me, tear me, beat me, hurt me
These hands of a lying childish monster
I can rise from all this, all the scars
all the damage
I am damage
I AM damaged
I am the scars the words the hurt
peeling at my skin with your razor sharp ego
I am alone and screaming for you, alone and scared
and scarred
begging for this love to trun to hate to turn back to love
but a love that stabs me straight in the heart, in the back
a heart that turns hard & heavy and black
and you just run like a coward
You are the coward
You were always a coward
Such a small minded fool
A liar with the perfect stories
They wont help you when you dig your hole
They will see the aminal you are
and throw you into a cage of your own hate
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