Woke up to the sunlight, the warmth of the sun touching my lips. Good fortune is on its way. And a call from a great friend picked me up out of bed. The walk to the other room seemed the longest for 10 ft. I was surprised how the cold water refreshed me & did not sting. With a cool breath of air, I walked into my bedroom, what for a long time was our bedroom, and for the first time in a long time, I smiled, and giggled a little, just enough to keep me on top of the world for moment. I dressed, and planned out my day. I became myself again, well, I've begun to become myself again. I brushed my hair, I put on my make-up. I looked in the mirror and saw a spark in my eye, a sign of myself. I smiled to the train, I smiled though the city, I smiled when I passed my stop and got off on yours. And I decided to walk.
My day has been marvelious. It was full of laughter and happiness. Good news has come from every corner of my life, so far. I walked home without turning my head, but by also, not looking down. I am walking towards my home, and every light becomes a flash of happy moments that are still to come. I remember who I am. I am living for me now. It is amazingly refreshing and yet sufficating. But I have to. And I want to. Oh im so excited! That pain may never go away. But I will not let it become the only feeling I have. Not anymore. Im going to shine...
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